I don't really know what to think of all this. I mean, it's not terrible or heart-wrenching like death, nor understandable or permissable in thought like like an accident. I don't know where to be angry, or sad, or just okay with it.

Michael Johns got voted off American Idol tonight. I have a bad way of wrapping my life around American Idol. Being a ( Read more... )

 These few weeks again I feel as if I'm at the edge of something, something spectacular, and something deep. I feel as though I'm standing on a cliff of everything I've ever known, and the Lord is beckoning me to go deeper, spiritually and intellectually. But it's so scary, this idea. Of leaving behind all the things I've known to explore something ( Read more... )